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People were
invited to write on the subject:
"The
influence of Krishnamurti on my life".
Here are the
articles which have been sent in so far. Readers are very welcome to submit an article
themselves.
to read
invitation
Simply, I dare. Where
once there was fear of incurring judgement there is now a willingness to be
open to risk. There can be no trial by jury, for who is the jury? There
has come a joy in this freedom and K is right - with freedom from any
authority comes an inner austerity that I doubted was ever possible, but
there you go.. There is a pure joy in being out in nature that I never felt
before. Oh yes, there is also inattention when I the writer slips into old
reactionary habits or else realises she's people pleasing again. It's hard
work, this being aware business...but it's also fun to catch the 'me' in
action and to see where 'I' am capable of running. I see the motives that
drive me, the desires, the escapes, the fears, the self-pity, the anger, the
hurt and all the mischief that this selfish little person can make in her
relationships and all about. Yes, it's difficult to live in this world and
remain attentive all the time. The wonderful thing is that just a few
moments spent quietly reading the words of Krishnaji take the heat out of
living and quieten the brain. One is reminded that thinking is
unnecessary. A walk along the beach is refreshing and a place where
meditation comes as naturally as the seagulls. All my life I had
opinions, followed systems, methods according to this, that and the other
that inevitably brought me into conflict with what I wanted as opposed to
what I had been taught that I should, must or ought to think, say or
do. Today life is one big exploration. Now Mary finds out for herself what
is true, false or true in the false. Mary finds out that she can die to
attachments to people, possessions and ideas. Mary finds out that life is
all about learning.things about herself. Suddenly she glimpses that all
previous psychological knowledge and experience count for nothing and that
memory, experience as sensation, images about herself and others are totally
futile and senseless - old hat and worthless, if not downright destructive
and limiting. Gee, there is no more labelling, calling people this or
that. Prejudices melt. I discover thought's cunning and imagination. I
really am the world and the world is me. We are all in a conditioned state
of mind, but can we see it? K has been a very significant other in my
life. His teachings have helped me to put a new perspective on life that
brings a freshness to each day and an end to the day each night. Perhaps
there is real love, after all!
Mary Hodder
~~~
"Krishnamurti
influenced me NOT to be influenced by him but by the TRUTH of which he spoke
in that I was encouraged to find out for MYSELF whether what he was saying
was, in fact, the truth. To simply regurgitate what K said and take it for my
own would have been exactly what he admonished his audience and readers NOT
to do. The truth I learned for myself assisted me to take no-one on this
earth for my authority unless, of course, I want an architect's advise on
building a house, etc... I see for myself that I MUST learn what is
true and that no-one can possibly ever convey to me what is true. K certainly
was a guide but as he so frequently said: "The word is not the thing". I see
how thought thwarts living sanely and blissfully. I see how ambition and the
desire to be something lead to nowhere in the truest sense. Ambition of
simply thought and a resistance to what is. I have learned that speaking and
writing about the Teachings is absolutely meaningless unless I LIVE the
Teachings myself. I also see that there is no self. That the self is but a
fabrication of the imagination - thought, or a string of thoughts. There
truly is no "me" and it IS an illusion that there ever was and is a "me", an
"I".
I have learned and am always learning that watching minute to minute the whole
structure of thought - desire, etc...is a fascinating process and assists me
to understand the whole of Life - and everyone else as we truly are one. We
all think and until we understand the entire process of thought, we will
remain in struggle."
B.A. Star
~~~
"Minding.
I am not K. Yet when I read what the author has said in his dialogues, I find
I want to have that kind of intelligence. When I first encountered his books
I felt I was reading my own thoughts. Since I was completely lost and
bewildered at the time, and concerned with my thoughts, it was an unexpected
and surprising confirmation of the realness of the processes I was
experiencing. That was many years ago. There does not seem to be anyone else
speaking as he did. I think I understood what he was saying about the mind.
Applying myself to my own situation , without setting any framework, and
having a straightforward approach to life, I should be able to be as mindfully
aware as I can . There is a problem with self-knowledge, which is difficult
to discuss or explain, as it becomes confounded in language.
I realise there is an admiration of K's professionalism and dedication. It
was something that appealed to me. Having been estranged and coming upon such
as K's words, which pointed to the importance of what I was experiencing,
there was the association with those words and the speaker, K. Perhaps, like
for many people, such an important public figure can become their teacher or
guardian. Their association is one of the support and reference that can be
had from the role performed by such a figure. That K made it quite clear I
could only deal with my own life, on it's own terms, without any kind of
intercedent, was never forgotten. As best I could, I have been cautious of
this association, looking back on the information and experience, rather than
any dependence. The perspective that I gained about my thinking has been
invaluable. There have been developments. This has been largely a private
exercise for my own well being. Any kind of changes that one might be
expected to be able to elaborate, have not been forthcoming. But within my
own thinking, that is in the technique, there have been changes. Previously I
have not had any opportunity to express my understanding of such themes.
Although there is a method in it, and the essential technique, that is
thought, can be expressed.
I don't have a career in answering peoples questions about philosophy,
religion and so on. In fact hardly anyone asks me a serious question. Yet
because I have this serious minded nature, I would tend to take people on
this journey. Gradually I am heard to express insights, philosophies and
wisdoms. It has always been natural to me. Most of the time, being an
average person, I have had to modify my language to the ordinary circumstances
I am usually in. Only in general conversation with acquaintances will I
occasionally express some deeper thinking. Since having read what K has had
to say, I am more confident of the process. So it is possible to allow the
more revealing examination of the thinking. In my own thinking I can more
readily resolve some confusion. This is not without some technique, as the
thinking is itself problematic.
Most people are not anticipating that there is a revolutionary change to their
mind. Yet I have always thought how amazing has been the change in my
thinking which, without dogma, could be reproduced for consumption by the
right audience. On the other hand when I have looked at the comments of K's
audience, then and also now, there is evident a continuing lack of
understanding. Each of the respondents comments are a continuation in
confusion. K speaks directly in regard to the thinking. It is without
commentary. Except when he is making commentary. He did not speak to receive
agreement, or even confirmation. It is like a craft, or sport. You are
making something and as each step progresses, the object develops and
increases, until it is finished. The involvement is just in a growing
activity. This involvement ceases with the end of the action. The thing has
been made. Yet for the vast world audience in search of understanding of
this kind, the relationship and the dynamic is not realised. Seeking an
audience, a group, or a role is not the relationship or the dynamic. It is
just a fact that there is a speaker and a listener who could equally
participate in the dialogue. Although there are many issues which might
arise, such as cultural and social norms, that either participant might be at
pains to eliminate from the meeting. An important fact to remember, is that
they are meetings between people in regard to topics such as religion, seeking
enlightenment and so on. Though not essential to the meeting, it was still
the origin of the relationship. K was doing his job.
Like K, I worry that there is no thinking to end the problems. K was doing
the job he found himself to be in. To do something about the same matters,
what's my job? Is it to propagate some ideal factors as the necessary
conditions for change? Well if that's what you can do then fine. Is it to
participate in discussion about what was said, quoted or reported ? Well if
the respondents are seeking to find the shared misconception of their own
conversation, it might help. Is it to fulfil a role or position like K held?
Well if you did, you would spend most of the time trying to appease other
people. So what do you do? Well it might mean achieving your goal and being
indifferent to the externalities. Or it might be an active presence in the
empty meaninglessness of life.
For me the problem has been to fill a role as I see it in the world. This
role could be anything. I have no idea what. There are many roles, as well as
non roles. At the same time there are the ordinary conditions of an
ordinary life. The role less. I found in the writings of K that the role is
thinking. The role that became apparent to me was of learning about the mind,
and my thinking, but without making this an obsession, or a preoccupation.
It was a matter of fact. It needed no cultivation, and the nature of it was
delusive. This is a very different type of role. It does not have any way of
accommodation in the ordinary world. Yet it is essential that it is in that
same world, without separation. Even a journey of inconsequence can be a
role."
Peter Stephens
~~~
"You ask if I can say
how K's teachings have influenced my life…..Well, I don't like the term
"influence". I think K was insistent that that was not his intention; that he
wanted people to look at their own lives and think things out for themselves.
What Krishnamurti has had to
say has, I think, helped me to learn in many respects about the life I have
lived, and am living – to "dare" to be innovative and independent in thought
and action and not rely upon precedent and tradition. To see the falseness of
self-pity and not be defensive in face of great difficulties. To be aware of
the universal nature of human experience, thought and emotions and establish
relationship on that basis. To recognise the importance of right eating and
creative occupation. And to be aware of the pettiness, ugliness and cruelty
arising from nationalism, racial discrimination and religious entrenchment,
with the mental enclosure, conflict, pain, resentment, fear and anguish they
cause".
Dan Hansen
~~~
"I have found that Krishnamurti's words seem to directly
relate to me on a personal level. He seems to know the overall path my thoughts
are likely to take and "gets ahead of them". His attention is on thought as the
problem of humanity, and is devoid of personal belief and "sales pitch".
Consequently he makes one aware of ones own thinking process and gives insight
into it. What is remarkable is that what he says speaks directly on a personal
(hence private, exclusive) level, while simultaneously being totally general and
common to all people: a bit like good music".
Robert Taylor
~~~
"I am going to respond to this right now as I
believe it is very relevant and important to explore. His words and influence
leave me repeatedly 'empty' - in so much as what I can possibly say or do about
it - but there is a substance to, or resonance with, what he says which reaches
beyond my usual intellectual ponderings. Maybe he was just a master of touching
raw nerves due his own bizarre circumstances, but deeply, and beyond classy
explanation, I feel and intuit what he has said, and how he expressed it, as
pointing close to some kind of truth which I think is important to come into
contact with".
Terry O'Brien
~~~
"I have a question about the request for the impact
of K on individual lives. I considered such a thing a few years ago and , for
me , found that it emphasised the personal. The importance of experience to
"me". The essence of division. A denial of the world is me. A friend I have in
Australia wanted to make our "e-mails" more personal and less general.
Yet does this not involve a trap? And isn't it the most significant trap.
Isn't the first step seeing that there is no personal and that there is only
human consciousness with all its tricks. And its main trick that there are
many. You and me and all the others. Is this not a trick of consciousness. The
difference becoming a division. And in the division attributing qualities to
the divided entity to maintain its "individuality". Such as experience. How K
influenced "me" and thereby strengthens 'me'".
Kris Wooles ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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